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Name: Garrett
Birthday: 5/3/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: Initial D, Cars, Games, expanding my vocabulary
Expertise: Soul Calibur, Initial D, Monopoly, and Scrabble
Occupation: Student
Industry: Hospitality
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Member Since:
2/26/2004
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| I feel constrained, limited in my every interaction with her. Our every movement is scrutinized by two parties. I think I would have a much better understanding of this had Mrs. Malick not been involved. I cannot fathom what brought her into this arena. The move to this house no doubt was the catalyst but why attack Bailey and I? Bailey can't get anything but "It's inappropriate" from her mother as to why she cannot come over here, even when I have friends over. Where will it end is the question on both our minds. Bailey thinks that it will end badly no matter how it comes about. I think that maybe things will just cool down after a while, or they could go the other way. Maybe one day we won't be tailed by vigilent mothers hellbent on discovering a tryst between boyfiend and girlfriend. Or one day Bailey will be asked to break up with me. I'm getting quite tired of this bussiness. I do still enjoy her house though. We shall see.
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| I'm pretty excited right now. I am moving into my own apartment in a week and I can't stop thinking about it. I have lived with other people my whole life and now I have the opportunity to go at it by myself, it is so thrilling. Having everything in the house be mine and controlling every aspect of the house is something I have wanted to do ever since living with roommates. I can have people over whenever I want (Something I felt I could not do in my current situation), I can spend time with people outside of my room, and its is perfectly located around all my fiends. My mother is giving me a lot of furniture since I am at a disadvantage when it comes to that sort of amenity. I think that I will have Blaine over for the night quite a bit. Now We can all have a place to hang out any time. I just have to make sure that people won't get bored. Bailey is going to help me set stuff up so that is nice, I fell that she will be a sort of co-inhabitant of the apartment since she will be there more than anyone. This is going to be great.
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| Friday is always the hardest day it seems. I guess since we have always spent Fridays together, he absence is felt most. I have been fortunate enough to keep myself very busy while she has been gone so it hasn't been that bad so far. Also the fact that I don't have to worry about ex-boyfriends accosting her wherever she goes helps. I do hope she finds a school she likes on this trip. We haven't really talked about the fact that for at least one year we will be separated by a large distance but the time will come for that discussion. If I do end up in Russsia the distance will be even greater. It's not that I don't think that our relationship is strong enough to survive though a long-distancwe peeriod (it most certainly is) but it will be hard. I have to get through this weekend but Tuesday is approaching. Yesterday was our 6 month anniversary and that was hard not having her here for that, but we will celebrate on Wednesday. I have some plans lined up but they may need refinement. I miss you.
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| So this is the week where Bailey is a camp and I do miss her. I realize just how much time we spend together, it is rare that we go a day without seeing one another. I have been spending a lot of time with my friends, this helps in not realizing that I just can't go and see her whenever I want. And it makes it even more difficult to hear the stories she tells me about Graham antagonizing her when I can't be there to do something about it. But I need to get over that, she can take care of herself, I won't always be there to have her back. The ridiculous rules and regulations of the camp seem to be preventing her from stopping all of his unwanted attention from navigating itself to her. He seems to be a prolific user of verbal abuse and simply the aura of him is enough to bring her evening down. I do hope I run into him at D-Fest, he must know what he is up against. But the question before me is, how do I approach him. Even though I feel that the right thing to do is to physically put him down I know this will not get me anywhere and it will more likely than not come back around in some form or the other. If worded correctly I hope to rid him from Bailey's life in one encounter. I await Saturday.
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| So had a very nice weekend, started off with my camping trip out to my Dad's property. None of the girls could come so that was a big let down, but we still had quite a good time. Caught a fish that I planned on eating but it swam out of my impromptu livewell as I was leaving. Made camp and enjoyed the fire. Bailey not being there was the low point of the trip, one missed opportunity at being together through the night, oh well. The fourth was quite nice spent the day with the gal pal and went to watch the fireworks over the river with the James family. I like doing stuff with the James's it is a nice feeling to be included in their activities. Here's to hoping Bailey's camp dreams come true.
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